Still

"All the lonely people... Where do you all belong...?"

"We're trying to find out."

Perdon

Am gonna apologize for not posting since the past few days for 2 apparent reasons.

1. My life has been suckishly boring lately(not that i really hate being bored).
2. I was just too bloody lazy to post one.

For these 2 reasons, I can picture Mrs. Ong and her m'sia style of England accent saying, "You ought to be shot."

Bla.....Bla.....and a Bla again...

So I watched 2 shows yesterday ("Let The Right One In" and "Cloverfield") and I was completely blown away. I'll confess, that I always had a thing for vampires. And when they start to fall in love with humans, that's where the juicy part comes in... I guess I just love that forbidden relationship thing and their attempt to prove that different creatures can still coexist. But of course, it usually comes with a very high price to pay with. Crystal was right, a vampire movie of substance. Liked the sense of loneliness in the film. And I can safely say that it's the best vampire romance show I've ever seen, no ratings though... Getting the book will be a must.

Oskar (blonde boy) and Eli (vampire) on the bed. At the age of 12 btw...

The one thing I loved most about Cloverfield is, the CGI's just absolutely makes-you-go-speechless-ingly cool. I mean, bad-ass looking monsters carnaging a city with cool graphics, that I've seen quite a lot. But on a first-person view through a hand-held? That's called "Oh... my... son-in-law..." Not to mention there's Odette Yustman in it. Man... That guy's damn lucky to smooch her. Neways, loved the hand-held camera view which really amplified the suspense. One thing bout this show is that it's gonna leave viewers with a need to puke(if you can't stand the shaking, which I was unusually very comfortable with) and a bunch of questions, after all the producer is also the producer of Lost, now you know why... Watched it twice already and still getting the sense of awe in it.

Odette my goddess in bed, again... But this I'd love to hop in.

Coincidentally, both pics turned out to be in beds, and don't accuse me of being a pervert because of this.

Nevertheless to sum it up, they're undeniably the 2 of my most favourite films...

Noticed

So I looked through my profile a few times and... Damn... It's like I'm turning in to a sadistic or something =/ Nvm... I'll just make a shout out and say that, "I'M A COMPLETE NORMAL GUY WHO JUST LIKES TO COMPLAIN ABOUT EVERY SINGLE THING THAT SOUNDS OR LOOKS OR SEEMS OR FEELS OR TASTES RIDICULOUS, I REALLY AM!!!" *takes a deep breath* Ok, that should brighten up the blog a tiny lil bit i guess. Still waiting for the companies to reply my scholarship thingi, so for all those who have sympathy over this desperately-trying-to-not-turn-into-a-sadistic-idiot guy, please give him a little support. To vote, type V...O...T...E... 1111 and send it to... *slaps ownself*

Anyways don't worry Budsey(kinda still remember this name), it's not like you're the only person who gets jealous real easily all the time for no apparent reason. We should form a society and invite all members who feel jealous about stuffs and invade all the people whom we are jealous of. *someone call a 911 please before I completely lose control of myself* I'd better sign off before I become even more crazy.

"And I do feel loveless, I do..."

Idiots

Yes, I feel REALLY shitty today, and am in a shitty mood now... I don't wanna brag about why I got so shitty so I'm just gonna screw everything up that seems stupid to me. College is supposed to be fun so please stop trying to tell me about stuffs like college is stressful and college is boring ok? Just shut up. Government Us aren't my type so stop persuading me into them ok? Just shut up. I am having a holiday now and stop lecturing me about me playing whole day long and not doing anything ok? Just shut up. As quoted by Mrs. Ong, "Utter flamboyant thrash." I don't feel any better and I'm gonna stop writing... That's it for now.

Crap.

Forget

Got back from KL yesterday and was too damn tired to post a blog. Went to 1 Utama the first day Kent and I arrived... Bought a book at MPH titled "Just Like That" (Not gonna post what's the book about cause I'm too lazy for that, and I ain't apologizing for that matter). Anyways, I suppose this will be the last tourney as a junior already, was nothing near to my best performance, but at least I can say I'm contended. Talked a lot with Vim, Kheng Ghuan, Mel and Denise (or is it Dennis?). I noticed they're really good with socializing with others, very much unlike me =/ Met most of the players whom I haven't seen for a year already, and as expected everyone was as good as a beginnner. Get into college, and that's what happens...

During the 3 days there, the 1 thing I got bored of was everyone asking how I did in spm.. And I had to tell everyone over and over again which was kinda ridiculous. Funny thing is though, some even came up and congratulate me(which I totally don't deserve it) when I don't remember telling them my results... Btw... Things got quite a bit out of hand yesterday when someone came up to me (to sort of say goodbye) and started sobbing around, I guess because we weren't gonna see each other as often as we used to.. So... Got her a few pieces of tissue which apparently wasnt enough and left her there to get my luggage. Did no goodbyes, since it'll only make things worse for her. Quite the emotional type she is... Anyways that's it for now, damn hungry and have to eat before my body devoures me up.

Ideology

8A's, 9A's, 10A's, 11A's... Can't we ever get through the fact that spm just does not mean anything significant in our lives? That people should just forget about it and just move on? That the media should stop injecting stupid things like spm IS your life or death? "Screw it and you live like a shit for the rest of your life." ??!! Utter bullshit... Getting so sick of it. Got some spectacular results? Grats, move on； Got some crappy results? Guess what... move on as well. Cause sooner or later, people around you are gonna get bored and fed up of congratulating/comforting you while you continue to seek everyone's attention. Sigh...

Anyways, hanged out with Keith, Shum, Jing, Lam and Jin the whole of today. Yeah, we were a bunch of remorseful bastards. Had a quick McD lunch, went for dragonball, which in my opinion sucked like no other's business, imax-ed for 3 hours, went to ola-ola's for dinner, drove around rich-ass houses in Thompson Pines and that was it. Wasn't really into the stuffs we did after all... Guess it'll be a few days before it gets better. I'm tired, gonna sign off now.

"Grats to all SPMers, the very least for persevering..."

Nooblet

So I started facebooking today... hmmm... OKAY, laugh as much as you want, like I even give a damn about it. That's what you get when you're a newbie at everything... Anyways, my first impression about fb... It did look kinda messy and confusing and I had to practically dig myself here and there to explore around. Stuffs like wall-to-wall wasn't found in friendster so I'll admit I was a bit dazzled. Talk about kampung boy =/ Well... I'll just wish myself good luck in an attempt to expand my fb. That's all for now I guess. My brain's currently in a bloody numb state and I can't think of anything cause it's D-day tomorrow (like as if I could freakin control it). Good luck to all the desperate people out there.

Prologue

"Just 2 more days and results are gonna be out..."

"Yeah... And...?"

Let's all be honest ok, it's not like I really care what shit am i gonna get anyways... Point is, I don't even know what are the results for. Well, maybe just for the hope of getting some not-so-shitty grades so that there's hope to get some scholarships and hope to ease their(parents) burden and hope to make everyone happy and... Sigh... After all, cash is king in this damn world. Don't wanna think about how to react, dont wanna think about what to do next when the day comes...