Lost

What the FUCK am I?

Where's that little Faith

If you love someone, let her go...

But what happens when you really love someone?

Inevitable

No matter how much I write, nothing changes...

Ride

These aren't tears of joy,

They won't be for awhile.

Obscurity

For once, I don't want to know the answer.

Process

一边爱着你，一边学习着悲伤的滋味...

Insomnia

Cause sleepless nights with you feels better

than a sound sleep everyday without you.

5246

How does it feel like when someone watches you go to sleep?

Dumbass

I'm just like the other fools out there.

Trapped

Waking up each day,

it's still you.

世界上最遥远的距离倒在你跟我之间。

Change

Those hearts aren't used for the same purpose anymore.

Clinging on.

I miss everything about you...

without you...

Irreversible

It's just something I'll have to carry it with as I move along. Silly me trying hard to rewind everything back. Silly me for starting it. Smile and laugh it off to cover that God-forsaken fucked up face no one will ever see. Apologize till we get fed up of it. Climbing up those hopes high enough so that it's able to crash down on me hard enough. And let the cycle go on... and on... Masochist? Maybe. For who? ... For what? ... What for? ... Caught up. Strangled. Entangled. Will they ever find out? Let me know if they ever do. "Hey dude this just ain't relatively important, buckle up!" "Yes you're so damn fucking right i'm so gonna shove it off my mind =DDD" Good. My fucked-up smile fooled you. Love saved the wealthy. Love killed the unwanted.

Unforeseened

You don't have to know all of these...
You shouldn't know.
You weren't supposed to.

End it.

我只好假装

我已不爱了

催眠自己

我们不适合

我放开你了

我已不爱了

说一个谎

在离别时刻

就当作最后

是我不爱了

关上门以后

就算爱你

又如何？

你是背对的，我是沉默的。

Mess.

I still want you. Really want you.

Just that I will never let you see that from me.

yes. you.

you're the type who tells me i dont give a fuck whether

you disappear away from my life or not.

Sadness, please do not weep.

I want to know if our souls can still be saved.

Distant

I who was once the closest to you amongst them,

is now the furthest from you.

Happy?

Timing

Why the sudden emptiness in me? When I've already said before

I don't need anyone to fill up my loneliness?

roughneck

sore to the fucking throat.

Ridiculate

When you dream of someone,

it means the person has been

thinking of you lately.

who the fuck came out with this bullshit?

Consequences

you reap what you sow.

Please

You pushed me away, with your very hands

Once were so wanted by me.

What can I do?

What should I do?

Beaches be locco.

You give me never-ending disappointments.

Maybe I should just make a song out of you.

Quit

Stop reminding me of how it was like...

Fed-up

Why must the both of you forever quarrel only when i'm around, and not when he's around? Even if it's not in front of him, why must the both of you always quarrel when i'm around? Can't you guys at least wait till i fuck off then only the two of you start your war? Do you know what sort of effect it's giving me? Conclusion is, this few months will be the most crucial for me, i'm sorry but i just dont have the luxury to dwell into the problem the both of you are dealing with.

Please understand.

Tired

Can't sleep... Not yet... Too much to do...

You

Fuck my bloody monday.

Strong

Crying doesn't mean that you are weak, it means that you are strong enough

to admit you have weaknesses.

I'm sorry. I made a mistake.

I feel so sorry to you actually... I know at the back of your mind you really want me to ace them all, try to put some scholarships into my pocket if possible. I hate myself actually cause I'm just too damn fucking lazy. I admit I'm lazy and I've been too much into myself. I was in such a self-denial period thinking everything would somehow work out fine without actually putting the necesary effort into it. I'm so sorry. We're not rich, I understand that all too well... I really hate myself. I'm so sorry to disappoint you. Thanks for still putting up that smile for me even though I know you're upset. Please give me that one last chance to push myself. It's all my fault. I'm really sorry. I'll try not to disappoint you anymore. Please have faith in me.

Machiavelism

It's out, finally out.

It's crap, perfect shit.

I feel fucked up.

You know what? I'm fine.

I'll do it all fucking by myself,

I don't care even if I crawl up like a bloody ball and roll myself to the corner,

I don't give a fuck if I have to continue crying alone.

I'm fine. I'll stand up alone.

Always have,

always will.