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"I'm a guy, I promise..."

Sunday, December 12, 2010


What the FUCK am I?

Friday, December 10, 2010

Where's that little Faith

If you love someone, let her go...

But what happens when you really love someone?

Thursday, December 2, 2010


No matter how much I write, nothing changes...

Monday, November 29, 2010


These aren't tears of joy,

They won't be for awhile.

Thursday, November 25, 2010


For once, I don't want to know the answer.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010



Thursday, November 18, 2010


Cause sleepless nights with you feels better

than a sound sleep everyday without you.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010


How does it feel like when someone watches you go to sleep?

Sunday, November 7, 2010


I'm just like the other fools out there.

Friday, October 29, 2010


Waking up each day,

it's still you.

Sunday, October 24, 2010


Saturday, October 23, 2010


Those hearts aren't used for the same purpose anymore.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Clinging on.

I miss everything about you...

without you...

Monday, October 11, 2010


It's just something I'll have to carry it with as I move along. Silly me trying hard to rewind everything back. Silly me for starting it. Smile and laugh it off to cover that God-forsaken fucked up face no one will ever see. Apologize till we get fed up of it. Climbing up those hopes high enough so that it's able to crash down on me hard enough. And let the cycle go on... and on... Masochist? Maybe. For who? ... For what? ... What for? ... Caught up. Strangled. Entangled. Will they ever find out? Let me know if they ever do. "Hey dude this just ain't relatively important, buckle up!" "Yes you're so damn fucking right i'm so gonna shove it off my mind =DDD" Good. My fucked-up smile fooled you. Love saved the wealthy. Love killed the unwanted.

Friday, October 8, 2010


You don't have to know all of these...
You shouldn't know.
You weren't supposed to.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

End it.



Thursday, September 30, 2010


I still want you. Really want you.

Just that I will never let you see that from me.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

yes. you.

you're the type who tells me i dont give a fuck whether

you disappear away from my life or not.

Monday, September 27, 2010

Sadness, please do not weep.

I want to know if our souls can still be saved.

Sunday, September 19, 2010


I who was once the closest to you amongst them,

is now the furthest from you.


Saturday, September 18, 2010


Why the sudden emptiness in me? When I've already said before

I don't need anyone to fill up my loneliness?

Sunday, September 12, 2010


sore to the fucking throat.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010


When you dream of someone,
it means the person has been
thinking of you lately.

who the fuck came out with this bullshit?

Friday, September 3, 2010


you reap what you sow.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010


You pushed me away, with your very hands

Once were so wanted by me.

What can I do?

What should I do?

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Beaches be locco.

You give me never-ending disappointments.

Maybe I should just make a song out of you.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010


Stop reminding me of how it was like...

Sunday, August 22, 2010


Why must the both of you forever quarrel only when i'm around, and not when he's around? Even if it's not in front of him, why must the both of you always quarrel when i'm around? Can't you guys at least wait till i fuck off then only the two of you start your war? Do you know what sort of effect it's giving me? Conclusion is, this few months will be the most crucial for me, i'm sorry but i just dont have the luxury to dwell into the problem the both of you are dealing with.
Please understand.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010


Can't sleep... Not yet... Too much to do...

Sunday, August 15, 2010


Fuck my bloody monday.

Saturday, August 14, 2010


Crying doesn't mean that you are weak, it means that you are strong enough
to admit you have weaknesses.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

I'm sorry. I made a mistake.

I feel so sorry to you actually... I know at the back of your mind you really want me to ace them all, try to put some scholarships into my pocket if possible. I hate myself actually cause I'm just too damn fucking lazy. I admit I'm lazy and I've been too much into myself. I was in such a self-denial period thinking everything would somehow work out fine without actually putting the necesary effort into it. I'm so sorry. We're not rich, I understand that all too well... I really hate myself. I'm so sorry to disappoint you. Thanks for still putting up that smile for me even though I know you're upset. Please give me that one last chance to push myself. It's all my fault. I'm really sorry. I'll try not to disappoint you anymore. Please have faith in me.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010


It's out, finally out.
It's crap, perfect shit.
I feel fucked up.
You know what? I'm fine.
I'll do it all fucking by myself,
I don't care even if I crawl up like a bloody ball and roll myself to the corner,
I don't give a fuck if I have to continue crying alone.
I'm fine. I'll stand up alone.
Always have,
always will.