It's just something I'll have to carry it with as I move along. Silly me trying hard to rewind everything back. Silly me for starting it. Smile and laugh it off to cover that God-forsaken fucked up face no one will ever see. Apologize till we get fed up of it. Climbing up those hopes high enough so that it's able to crash down on me hard enough. And let the cycle go on... and on... Masochist? Maybe. For who? ... For what? ... What for? ... Caught up. Strangled. Entangled. Will they ever find out? Let me know if they ever do. "Hey dude this just ain't relatively important, buckle up!" "Yes you're so damn fucking right i'm so gonna shove it off my mind =DDD" Good. My fucked-up smile fooled you. Love saved the wealthy. Love killed the unwanted.